Pretty much, yeah.

A lot of things happened as of late, so I was unable to post anything for anyone to read. If anyone is reading, that is. But I try to keep consistent, eh?

Another day, another year I feel passes me by. Getting older doesn't have anymore distinctive rewards as it should be giving. As some books might call it the time of testing, where a chosen child is brought into the outside world to be tested against his patience to become a man. At least be tested for something, because these things aren't for nothing.

And here I am trying to make of my time and life as it is, and things aren't as fun as they seem to be. Who'd expect anything to be fun? Ever since I came to my new place, its been a heckload of studying, so much so that I can say that I've studied more in these two months than I have in previous years plus high school. Methinks I only studied football and English in high school, actually.

A great many things have become obligations and obligations turned into burdens when what I face becomes difficulty. Not a challenge, mind you. I know the difference between a challenge and a difficulty. One I can handle, the other I almost cannot. Unless perhaps that is what people want to believe.

So I sacrifice one and go for the other. Would it be wise to throw away one burden and concentrate on the other three, and excel in those areas, or rather concentrate on all? Maybe not doing too well in all? I'm not too sure, because that is what I'm contemplating.


But to happy thoughts. Last night I was feeling overly tense, the nerves hitting me by the shoulderblades, and the knife in my hands feeling like something close to home. Heh, I was cooking, but the feeling was there long before. To think of so many things at one time just gets you on your toes, wiggling.

So I go upstairs and watch some television, and watch the Simpsons. And LOST. Some of those episodes I have seen before, but I snicker nonetheless, and the tingling is gone from my shoulders.

Wonder what next. Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy is out today.